God, please help me. It has been years that this has been lingering over our heads and now I have to face it again. I have repented and apologized (to god) for me and my family members. I do not know how I am going to get through this. I am sorry and I need your help and guidance more than ever. Please protect us and show us the way. I would appreciate it if any of you reading this might take the time and pray for me and my family as well. I don't know how I am going to survive these next years. God help us all.