Don't know if this is a bad sign as far as my walk with the Lord goes because of my reaction to something that happened at work. Prayers for my relationship with the Lord and my example to others around me.
I work retail/apparel Dept. It's been slow there past few days, I worry about getting laid off or just have hours cut. My manager mentioned about a month or more ago about me becoming full time status because I worked 34 or more hours on clock for 13 weeks in a row, I punched out late few times, stayed hour later with holiday Rush or co-worker call offs, so computer automatically changed status. This wasn't a promotion. She said I had to sign paperwork but never mentioned it again and I never signed papers to changr status. Full time is 34 hours or more, if you get full time you supposedly stay full time unless you change your availability to work. Past few weeks I worked 34 or 36 hours but next week I am scheduled 30 so that is why I don't believe I am officially full time since no paperwork ever signed. Anyway, my department literally just hired 3 or 4 new women. I don't know why because of this virus thing going around now and we are slow, grocery Dept busy but clothes slow, lol. I'm worried now about my hours even more with more people in my department.
I complained to one lady in my department who answers the phones and is full time. This older woman who works with us part-time obviously overheard and tracked me down a couple minutes later in an aisle, just the two of us and started asking me about my beliefs if I believe in God and started telling me that as long as store has Help Wanted sign they could hire people back here like they hired me and that worrying is a sin, and God will take care of me, she mentioned verses in Bible, didn't quote them, asked me if I go to church. I felt very awkward. Obviously convicted about complaining about others and worrying but also I don't know if this woman is saved, I don't know if she has psychological issues because I said hello to her in the past and she literally looked right past me and I asked her questions in the past, work related and she was very brief with me and cold. A few other women told me the same thing too so it's not my imagination. So for this woman to come after me at work and talk to me, it was very strange and out of the blue. I felt spiritually convicted but also embarrassed and went out of my way to avoid this woman rest of night.
Also I want to be completely selfless when it comes to praying for my husband and his health and job/finances but he is supposed to pay the mortgage so I am dependent on him financially very much so if he gets sick or loses his job it affects me and kids too. He is assistant manager at a restaurant/sports bar. They are only doing takeout now. They have good food, been in business for years, husband worked there is say 25 years or more, gets pay plus bonuses if business good, bonuses can be more than paycheck so don't know how dine in closing and bar down will affect him financially or stress wise. He has no health insurance, he makes 4 or 5 times amount I do. He has some kind of hernia I think around his esophagus, he had operation about 5 years ago, needs again but no insurance. Found out his medicine he takes for this, he comes when eating, supposedly gave him alopecia or made his hair and eye brows fall out. He looks alot different. I don't want him back but I do feel bad for him and I wish I made more money so I was financially independent. Prayers he gets saved.
Also, my taxes rejected on TurboTax, message said I had wrong social security number for spouse. I know first five numbers, thought for sure I knew last four numbers in correct order but I tried to refile today with last 4 in a different order because I know for sure what those numbers are. I textedy husband with number I wrote down to verify but he ignored my question. I asked him if he already did taxes and if he claimed both kids instead of just our daughter since I claimed our son but he didn't respond. I thought maybe TurboTax was wrong with rejection reason and I actually had correct social security number on paperwork and I got rejected because my husband claimed both kids on his taxes and before me. I hope it's because of wrong number. I thought it was fair to each claim a teen on our separate taxes. I also hope he didn't file Head of Household status since kids live with me a d he could get in real trouble. Neither of us can.
Prayers please that these taxes get done and not rejected ASAP. Prayers neither me or husband gets in trouble with IRS. I really need money from refund to help with furnace, party, senior photos for daughter and I need to buy glasses with my pay soon. Me and son's medical assistance is over end of this month.
Prayers my furnace stays on and safe. Not sure if I smell burn ing scent or not. Prayers for warm weather to come and stay all around.
So many things and this virus around country, world affecting everyone .
Prayers for people to get better and no one else to get infected. Prayers for the economy, prayers businesses don't go under or laid off workers hurt badly. Prayers people turn to Jesus for answers and get saved.
