Please i need some healing within my heart i need to know that i still got a chance to be happy and make it work with all my relationships cause for some crazy reson iam chaseing people that i love away iam starting a new life as a beliver in christ and iam now living sober before i would turn to my addiction and everything would be forgotten but know iam having to deal with all this pain and hurt ive had in the past and i know that i cant live like that i know the lord can heal my heart and help me love once again i know that the lord can help me be the person i need to be the real person that i am i used to be kind and loveing and kinda soft i guess thats why ive changed into this cold heartless person cause of all the pain ive been through so please i know i need alot of prayer so please help thank you god bless you